Beauty is not in the face; beauty is in the heart.
this blog is how i get everything negative out of me. i have depression from the medicine i take. not the greatest thing in the world you could guess. i'm not here to be tumblr famous. i'm here to reassure myself that there's other girls my age, going through the same shit i deal with everyday. i don't mean that in a selfish way, i mean it in a life saving way. my boyfriend, friends, and family can only do so much for me. but for some reason, the rest of you tumblee's out there, make up for everything they don't. and i appreciate you for that. you tumblee's understand what it's like to have to live away from your family, a mother constantly wanting you to change your appearance, a boyfriend who is the world to you, but sometimes you wished he would do a lot more everyday, just to make you smile and make your day. you all have those friends either look better, have a lot more friends then you, or who are just two-faced and all you want to do is shake them and tell them to wake up and stop living in this fantasy world where they think they're the shit. you all know what i'm going through, and i know what you're going through. I've tried to kill myself. I've tried anorexia and bulimia to change my appearance. it might work temporarily, but trust me, it will take over your entire outlook, on your entire life. my family lives in a different country. i never ever see them. i moved from Canada when i was four and we only see my grandparents and my aunts and uncles for 2 weeks, separated at different houses between the two sides of my family, once a year. we don't spend holidays together because everything except Christmas is different. if you are new to a school, or town.. i know what your going through. I've moved a lot. never stayed in one place for more then 5 years. i know how hard it is to pack up and leave, but you have to push through. it will get better i promise. sometimes it's the best thing that will ever happen; where i'm living now is one of those. i love everything about where i am now<3 so i will end this extremely long rant with this. any of you need absolutely anything, you message me, ok? i will help you. i promise. my friends come to me for advice all the time if that persuades you to come to me for help. because i do not want to feel the guilt of something going wrong when i didn't try my hardest to help. just click the ask button.<3
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